Tuesday, July 27, 2010

things running through my head!

well, i'm probably going to write a lot, because i have a lot going on through my mind.

uno: i have survived my final band camp! i can't believe i'm a senior! & i will be going to college this time next year! oh my lanta! i am going to like have a panic attack! this kind of stuff scares the living mess out of me!

dos: i am happy that i am probably the only teenager in winder that isn't pregnant & or a "street walker" however, this doesn't mean that i don't want to have a boyfriend and/or date. because i feel so left behind, and just like i haven't been through everything that other girls have. it sucks :/ stuff like that just makes me depressed! i read blogs & other things about how much people love eachother and blah blah blah blah & i wish i could have something like that. that is really what my body is longing for. i'm like a lone bunny in a field of chickens :/ & i am also scared for my future boyfriend(s) because my dad will probably not come at them with mercy, he is very very very very very overprotective of me and basically anything that has to do with me.

tres: I AM SEVENTEEN! i can't sing that sixteen going on seventeen song & it pertaining to me anymore! oh my lanta, that is just ridiculous! & so is the replaying of that airplane song by B.o.B MY NERVES CAN NOT TAKE THE REPLAYING OF THAT SONG ANYMOREEEE!

quatro: i can't believe that i am really legal to drive & see R rated movies & just go place with my friends, without my mother! i mean it's unreal! & how half of the people that i am friends with in highschool, i will probably never see them again!

cinco: I DON'T HAVE TO TAKE SPANISH ANYMORE, EVER EXCEPT IN HIGHSCHOOL! because mr.stover is probably the worst teacher i have every had EVER!!!!!!!

sies: i was watching this show an ABC & it was like hidden cameras in places where things would happen, & to see if people would react like they should. because all of the heroines & heros were actors. like they had this girl, who was fifteen, in a poligamy thing where this old geezer was going to marry her, she would be his fourth wife, & i mean, i honestly would of said something. i do not like giving praise to myself, but stuff like that bothers me. i would of done something, i don't know what, but i know God would of been with me & he would of lead me to what i would need to do. for real, that is just SICK what kind of family would allow that!oh goodness, i'm going to work myself up!

siete: i really need to finish my summer assignments! blehh, that is the only thing i don't like about smart people classes, is the summer assignments! ):

well, i am done. i really feel a whole heck of a lot better (: that just makes me happy! hahaha

who ever reads this, i love you. & it's not because i have to, it's because Jesus said to. Read the Bible, & you will know what i mean (:

"I love you, O Lord, my strength. The Lord is my rock, my fortress, and my delieverer; My God, my strength, in whom I trust.; my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. I will call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised; So I shall be saved from my enemies."
Psalm 18:1-3
that is my all time favorite Bible Verse EVAAA! <3 (:

Love Always,
Heather Skelton (:

p.s. tell someone that you appreciate them, & it will make their day. trust me!

Friday, July 16, 2010

summer closing!

Summer is going by so quickly! Goodness, I mean, band camp stuff is starting tomorrow, & I really don't want to go. There's numerous reasons, but the main is where it is at, but I won't go into all of that!

I'm turning seventeen in five days! & time is flying by! Geeez!

I really don't want summer to end ): because that means school is starting soon ): blehhhhh, that's so sad. It's my last year in public school!!!

I love America's Funniest Home Videos! (: It's so cute!!

Well, that's how I'm feeling right now!

I love you, O Lord, my savior. The Lord is my rock, my fortress, my deliverer.
Psalm 18:1-2

Love Always,
Heather Skelton (: