things running through my head!

well, i'm probably going to write a lot, because i have a lot going on through my mind.

uno: i have survived my final band camp! i can't believe i'm a senior! & i will be going to college this time next year! oh my lanta! i am going to like have a panic attack! this kind of stuff scares the living mess out of me!

dos: i am happy that i am probably the only teenager in winder that isn't pregnant & or a "street walker" however, this doesn't mean that i don't want to have a boyfriend and/or date. because i feel so left behind, and just like i haven't been through everything that other girls have. it sucks :/ stuff like that just makes me depressed! i read blogs & other things about how much people love eachother and blah blah blah blah & i wish i could have something like that. that is really what my body is longing for. i'm like a lone bunny in a field of chickens :/ & i am also scared for my future boyfriend(s) because my dad will probably not come at them with mercy, he is very very very very very overprotective of me and basically anything that has to do with me.

tres: I AM SEVENTEEN! i can't sing that sixteen going on seventeen song & it pertaining to me anymore! oh my lanta, that is just ridiculous! & so is the replaying of that airplane song by B.o.B MY NERVES CAN NOT TAKE THE REPLAYING OF THAT SONG ANYMOREEEE!

quatro: i can't believe that i am really legal to drive & see R rated movies & just go place with my friends, without my mother! i mean it's unreal! & how half of the people that i am friends with in highschool, i will probably never see them again!

cinco: I DON'T HAVE TO TAKE SPANISH ANYMORE, EVER EXCEPT IN HIGHSCHOOL! because mr.stover is probably the worst teacher i have every had EVER!!!!!!!

sies: i was watching this show an ABC & it was like hidden cameras in places where things would happen, & to see if people would react like they should. because all of the heroines & heros were actors. like they had this girl, who was fifteen, in a poligamy thing where this old geezer was going to marry her, she would be his fourth wife, & i mean, i honestly would of said something. i do not like giving praise to myself, but stuff like that bothers me. i would of done something, i don't know what, but i know God would of been with me & he would of lead me to what i would need to do. for real, that is just SICK what kind of family would allow that!oh goodness, i'm going to work myself up!

siete: i really need to finish my summer assignments! blehh, that is the only thing i don't like about smart people classes, is the summer assignments! ):

well, i am done. i really feel a whole heck of a lot better (: that just makes me happy! hahaha

who ever reads this, i love you. & it's not because i have to, it's because Jesus said to. Read the Bible, & you will know what i mean (:

"I love you, O Lord, my strength. The Lord is my rock, my fortress, and my delieverer; My God, my strength, in whom I trust.; my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. I will call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised; So I shall be saved from my enemies."
Psalm 18:1-3
that is my all time favorite Bible Verse EVAAA! <3 (:

Love Always,
Heather Skelton (:

p.s. tell someone that you appreciate them, & it will make their day. trust me!

summer closing!

Summer is going by so quickly! Goodness, I mean, band camp stuff is starting tomorrow, & I really don't want to go. There's numerous reasons, but the main is where it is at, but I won't go into all of that!

I'm turning seventeen in five days! & time is flying by! Geeez!

I really don't want summer to end ): because that means school is starting soon ): blehhhhh, that's so sad. It's my last year in public school!!!

I love America's Funniest Home Videos! (: It's so cute!!

Well, that's how I'm feeling right now!

I love you, O Lord, my savior. The Lord is my rock, my fortress, my deliverer.
Psalm 18:1-2

Love Always,
Heather Skelton (:

lifee

hello all (:
well, i played with my dog, snoops, today and all i can smell is him, and i've washed my hand numerous times, and showered twice. snoops stays outside, so he can smell pretty, vibrant.

yesterday was my brother's birthday, and he is now twelve. scary, i'll be seventeen in a couple of months, i have longed for it, and now it's here! i can go and see R rated movie leagally, like i would want to, but still (:

my mother's friend is paying me, eighty dollars, to feed her animals and water her plants, and check her mail, goodness. that was too much, i feel like it should of been like thirty or something.

well, that's how my day went today.
thanks for reading.

Love God, Love Others, Love Yourself.
-Heather Leann

summer time (:

it is now officially summer time, all my friends in the class of 2010 have graduated and moved on, one milestone of their life has passed, and their begining the rest of their lives! God bless them.

i am now officially a senior in high school, winder-barrow high school to be exact! i am excited, but scared at the same time, i mean what if i can't get into any colleges, what if my SAT score is really low, i do not feel like taking that test again, it's so long! three hours and fourty-five minutes! and other things, what if i don't keep hope up! aahh! it's scary things to think about!

well, i feel like i have been a bad christian. i tell people to do things, but then i do the things i tell them not to do, by habit, but still. it just makes me feel bad, and i'm trying to do better, but it's just hard!! i just need to read my bible and other things. starting now!

well, my daddy got me a computa, with a webcam in it, so now we can skype (:

i love you all and thanks for reading!

Love God, Love Others, Love Yourself <3

-Heather Leann

"Love the Lord with all your heart, and with all your mind, and with all your strength."
-Mark 12:30

Heyy (:

it has been a while since I have written one of these. I just had this huge fight with my mom, I am just ready to leave for college, because some distance will definitely make the relationship, and I feel like I'm letting God down, because of the constant bickering and fighting over stupid stuff!

school is almost over, which means I will soon be a senior in highschool and I just can't believe it, geez time has just flown by. and I will have to get into the real world soon.

My grandpa passed away a couple weeks ago, and I guess why that's why my mom's so tense about everything. but i don't think that's an excuse for fussing at me all the time over every little thing and it's mostly because of my brother he almost broke my nose today and she didn't do squat about it and so that's why I got so upset because I think he should of been punished, but nothing happened which means that he can just do worse

I don't know life is just so complicated right now and I don't really know what I am doing wrong I feel like I can't do anything right anymore because everyone expects me to be perfect because whenever you hear christian you thing of perfection and that is just not me. and I can't help that so mom just thinks I'm fake because I try to act like Christ and I just cant because I am just not perfect and it just stinks so bad.

I don't know what to do.

I'm going to go because this is depressing me.

Thanks for reading about my messed up life (:
-Heather

hey errrbody!! (:

well it has been a while since I've written in here and I have a lot to say (: as usual haha (:

well I have come to the conclusion that I am now a Jesus freak and proud of it. I love talking about him and all he has done for me! he is my lord and savior and I cannot even come to pay him back for what he did! he is my best friend and he knows every flaw that I have and he still loves me and I really don't care who I tell (:

I got an iPod touch for Christmas and it's going to be easier to blog and Twitter (: so now you can know what I'm thinking haha (:

I am not excited at all for school but maybe I can make a change for the better in my school (: by spreading to word of Jesus Christ.

I went on a youth trip last week to winter xtreme and I am so glad that I went it has seriously changed my life fo'eva!! I am so thankful for everyone who made it possible for me to go and have a lifechanging time!!

And why are they still showing Christmas commercials on t.v but we should celebrate Jesus' birthday all year around!! (:

I declare small churches have the most drama and judgemental people and I can be guilty of this, and it just makes me mad that people want to go on youth trips, but then complain the whole time, don't go for the right reasons, and then on top of that start drama with people. May God just watch over their live and hopefully hlep them fix their problems

Well I am done for now

"Father will you come and open up our eyes, fill us with your heart, renew us with your life, consume us with your majesty."

Peace, Love, and God's Love

-Heather (:

Merry Christmas <33

hola amigos (:
feliz navidad!!

i am so excited for Christmas, you don't even know!
some for the presents, but mostly for seeing my family!

yeahh, the parade was okay...
ugh, my legs were killing me!
haha.

the season finale of glee was amazing!!
(: that is the best show ever, hands down.

well, have a very Merry Christmas!

Love God, Love Others, Love Yourself <3
-Heather

Mark 12:30